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Still here September 30, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — beyondblueeyes @ 3:49 pm

I am, as you can tell, still here.

Some might find this time relaxing, time to catch up on sleep, time to sort those things out that keep piling up.

Well for someone who has mild symptoms of ADHD and the attention span of roughly 3 mins

I have already tidied my room ( to the best of my bendable ability), had a bath (more challenging than running the race for life),

sorted out all paper work/bills/ex-boyfriends/current boyfriends/ eBay/washing/ social arrangements.

Now what do you do when you have nothing left to do?

I would go for a drive to the beach, if I could bend the one leg I actually need to drive. Not that I have an automatic but I figure I could survive using just the right leg if I had to.

I would go to the shops which are only 5 mins round the corner if I had 2 working legs. However when attempting to visit the shops a day ago it resulted in a 2 hour  exercise routine with sweat literally pouring from every hole it possibly could. 

I’m not unfit but when challenged with a pair of crutches, I thought this was the easy option. God help the poor buggers that break limbs and have to use these for 6 or more weeks.

And although I am entirely thankful that they are helping to work off the once large bingo wings, it is the hardest workout I have ever attempted.



Disabled September 29, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — beyondblueeyes @ 8:26 am

After having key hole surgery yesterday and feeling a little woobly from the drugs they pumped into my veins,

I’ve realised how difficult it is to have a slight disability. And although mines is only temporary it is incredibly tough.

The stairs are my biggest challenge and one I won’t let stop me, however I am lucky to have full use of my left leg which is a major advantage.

It does take me 3 times as long to climb a small set of stairs and leaves me out of breath.

Who would of thought going to the toilet would be such a challenge either?!?!? Even the slightest bend at the knee is extremely painful.

Currently looking like some sort of Bridget Jones Mis-hap I litterally have to lower my self then drop the final 5/6 inches to a sofa, chair, bed, toilet seat.

It is by far one of the funniest things to watch and have been laughing at myself.



Smurf high …….. Smurf low September 23, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — beyondblueeyes @ 1:56 pm

So………………. pretty standard birthday this year, just the usual making my friends wear outfits they really aren’t omfortable in.

And just by the look in there eyes I can tell they are on the verge of tears at the thought of walking out the front door in what can only be described as a large blue condom.

Excessive amounts of alcohol usually help them coupe and before long they have completely forgotten they resemble  disabled avatars.

I have great memories of our night together all up until 1pm, after that it’s not even a foggy blur more like a complete blank.

As always the photographic evidence and good old facebook wall posts would suggest we had the time of our life.

And I will be eternally grateful to them for all the ridiculous outfits I have made them wear.

I am in their debt and i’m sure they already have that peach meringe dress ready for me to wear at their wedding!




Creative streak September 22, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — beyondblueeyes @ 9:45 am

I attacked the sewing machine today, I’m sure I could be facing time for the abuse I gave it!!

But looking at my little material baby creations I am one very proud mummy!

Well apart from the fact there more like a bag of Cadbury’s Mis-haps

They are beautiful and ones I may keep to show my ongoing progress. Although like the gym, becoming a master chef, and a budding photographer

this is no doubt just another phase I am going through. Or maybe a hobby I could keep for quiet days, maybe I could invest on some knitting needles and a shawl at the same time.

Although I do enjoy it, I do feel 50 years older, maybe this could be my little secret obsession.

I definitely won’t be making my millions out of it so does anyone really have to know?


It’s a Girl!!! September 13, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — beyondblueeyes @ 12:30 pm

Welcome to the World!!!

It’s not half as exciting or ‘cute’ when your 23 (nearly 24)

Still trying to decide on which yellow brick road is the right path to take

Too comfortable living at home

Considering packing your bags to travel again …. but do I do it on my own this time?

Everybody always tells you that life is hard and it can get difficult. The sayings i’m sure are past through generation after generation ‘Life has it’s up and downs’ ‘don’t take life for granted’

However no one ever tells you how hard life is to ‘start’,

I am unbelievably lost in life. I am motivated, energentic, hard working, have handsful of friends, enjoy socialising have great qualifications …………….. and yet I am CONFUSED.

There are so many things I love, how do you decide which career is for you?  I am emerald green with envy over the friends who always knew what they wanted to be when ‘they grow up’.

Maybe, just maybe I haven’t yet finished the process of ‘grow up’