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All aboard! March 10, 2012

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I’ve joined the Pandora bracelet train and it’s full steam ahead!!
It’s all thanks to the BF šŸ™‚
I bought my mum one whilst in Australia 3 years ago. I couldn’t wait to start filling it with small sacred charms that represent memories and laughter. Although i liked them back then i didn’t want to buy one myself, surely that would just be sad? It’s not really something you buy yourself, well I don’t think so anyway. In my eyes it’s the gift you get from someone special.
They hold memories and secrets that only the 2 of you know. My first was a coloured star charm. Blue of course as it is my favourite colour!!
I get excited at the thought of my birthday in September and the charm I’ll open and what meaning it has behind it.
Strange how the little things mean 1000 times more!

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A little nervous … November 27, 2011

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Ok so picture this ………. You split up with your ex over 5 years ago.

There has always been a connection between the both of you.

It was a little bit of a messy break up ….. not the worst in man kind but it most definitely wasn’t clean!!

You did the only humanly thing possible and went back and forth for over 3 months until it finally ended.

You still saw each other every now and then, and occasionally met up.

On the occasions you did meet up there was definitely still something sexual between you, although you did not break and stood your ground.

BUT IT HAS BEEN NEARLY 3 YEARS SINCE EITHER OF YOU HAVE SEEN EACH OTHER IN PERSON.

And over the last 3 months it somehow became a good idea to get back together once he gets back from traveling.

Not that I’m regretting that decision, I mean we were young before and needed time apart, maybe not 5 years.

The thing that is constantly roaming my few brain cells I’ve managed to keep intact is;

What do you do when you meet your ex again?

Hug? Kiss? shake hands??

None of the above bothered me untill he mentioned it this evening.

I’m on the verge of peeing my pants!!

It can go 2 ways …….

1; I’ll lock the door and pretend no-one is home, although I only spoke to him minutes before. And possibly become a recluse

2; I’ll open the door hug, kiss then shake his hand , possible a headĀ butt then proceedĀ slam the door in his face.

I am certain this will be a disaster!

 

Imagine this ……. November 8, 2011

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Ok so imagine this ……… You split up with you ex over 5 years ago.

You went back a millions times over 3 months until it finally came to an end.

The breakup was a little messy, not the worst but definitely not clean.

You’ve kept in contact and their’s always been some connection between you.

You met up occasionally, only as friends but one of you was always after more.

However it was always the opposite that was stronger.

You haven’t seen each other for 3 years what with you travelling, then him travelling.

And over the last 3 years relationships have come and gone.

It has somehow become an insanely good idea to get back together when he gets home next month!!

Insane being the main victim in this.

I mean I’m not saying it isn’t a good idea, we were young and immature all those years ago.

We needed time apart ….. maybe not 5 years but it’ll do.

I’m more worried about the moment I meet him again, almost like the first time you go on a date and you’re not really sure whether a kiss is on the cards.

However this isn’t our first date more like our 100th.

DoĀ  hug him? Kiss him? Or shake his hand??

This could surely only ever end in disaster.